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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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4:15 pm - hello hello
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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9:25 pm - FILL IT OUT BITCHES!
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I ____ Anica.
Anica is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Anica, I would ____.
I think Anica should ____.
Anica needs ____.
Anica will never ____.
I want to ____ Anica.
Anica can ____ my ____.
When I think about Anica, I ____.
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| Friday, July 25th, 2003
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2:30 pm - I stole this from laura, she has the cutest feet I have EVER seen!
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last cigarette: about an hour ago...
last kiss: I dont know, I guess a little over a month ago...
last good cry: crying is for pussys
last library book checked out: I hate the library, I just buy books
last movie seen: they
last book read: "I" (about keith william jesperson
last cuss word uttered: probably fuck...or bitch
last beverage drank: lemonade iced tea
last food consumed: bananna
last crush: </3
last phone call: chuck
last tv show watched: oprah
last shoes worn: asics
last cd played: sworn in
last item bought: Billy bought me a bananna at the village
last downloaded: I dont download
last annoyance: pee on the toilet seat
last disappointment: lately life in general has been dissapointing
last soda drank: coke
last thing written: the word "coke"
last key used: space bar
last word spoken: yeah
last sleep: this morning
last im: from colby
last sexual fantasy: sex = drama...drama = a waste of my time...there for... sex = a waste of my time
last weird encounter: the guy in the bank staring me down, saying hello like we knew each other, telling me he knew me from a dream he had last night, getting the attention of everyone in the bank, asking me out for wine, me turning him down, and then on the way out the door, him yelling "IM NOT LYING, YOU WERE REALLY IN MY DREAM"
thelast ice cream eaten: dairy queen soft serve yesterday
last time amused: chuck writing his phone number and "soooo cute" on a girls drink he made her at starbucks , and then her noticing 5 minutes later, and her friend getting angry about it and telling chuck he had "ego problems"
last time wanting to die: I didnt want to die, but a few days ago I just wanted to be non-existant for about 24 hours
last time in love: Im in love right now, with the idea of getting lots of sleep tonight
last time hugged: when myke got home he gave me a hug
last time scolded: I dont even remember the last time I was scolded
last time resentful: I resent how selfish some people can be
last chair sat in: my computer chair
last lipstick used: i dont wear lipstick
last underwear worn: red
last bra worn: black sports bra
last shirt worn: army-green v-neck
last time dancing: who knows, I dance in the car a lot
last poster looked at: amelie, on my wall
last show attended: blood brothers
last webpage visited: livejournal
I HURT: when I eat the wrong food...fuck crohns
I LOVE: my friends
I HATE: you
I FEAR: death
I HOPE: tomorrow is better than today
I FEEL: tired
I HIDE: my money from myself sometimes
I DRIVE: an old ass honda accord
I MISS: Danny
I LEARNED: never to trust anyone
I NEED: to pay my bills
I THINK: everyone should hate as much as I do
current clothes: jeans, a tshirt, and tennis shoes
current mood: not impressed
current music: TPD band practice in the basement
current taste: lemonade iced tea
current hair: pulled back
current annoyance: band practice in the basement
current smell: endless love
current thing i should be doing: sleeping
current desktop picture: plain black
current refreshment: again, I AM DRINKING LEMONADE ICED TEA!
current worry: money
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1:56 pm - I'll be the first to admit...these quizzes are exactly on point...but funny anyhow...
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 There’s been drama. There have been words. Breakable items have been thrown. In short, men are trouble and you want no part of them for any reason. Conventional wisdom says they’re from Mars... And that actually is not quite far enough away as far as you’re concerned. Send them all to Pluto! And the chances of your changing your mind are slim to none. But that’s okay. We need to hate certain things in life... So we’ll appreciate the things we love all the more. Do You *Need* a Boyfriend?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| Thursday, July 10th, 2003
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1:13 pm - tough
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| Thursday, May 8th, 2003
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10:03 pm - I can't update like a normal person...so i just take quizzes
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
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(Have Bitched)
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| Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
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12:59 am - ...yet another quiz...
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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7:50 pm - hahahah
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I saw this quiz on someone elses live journal, thought it was silly...
You are a pink tight vagina. You're gorgeous and
lovely and smooth and moist but not too wet,
and a nice snug fit.
What kind of vagina are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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(Have Bitched)
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| Thursday, April 24th, 2003
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4:44 pm - ATTN NEW LAY OUT!
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| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
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7:28 pm - kiaehfigqwfb BORED! iuhgaisugfiu
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THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS:
ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? Im always angry, thats something I should probably work on
2. What is your weapon of choice? brass knuckles biotch
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yes
4. How about of the same sex? of course
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? who knows
6. What is your pet peeve? people who smell bad and dont seem to care
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I usually hold a grudge unless you do something totally amazing that makes me change my mind, Im stubborn
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Go to work
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? I dont know? 8pm?
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my lawyer, erin, driving school, my dad...the list goes on and on, I like to procrastinate (sp?)
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? "Im sorry I dont remember meeting you, I hit my head really hard"
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? uhhhh...workout?
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm? what alarm? I just sleep till I wake up on my own...
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? that toffee nut shit at starbucks...YUM!
2. Meat eaters: CHICKEN! GIMME GIMME
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? probably the time I drank an entire box of wine the night I moved back home from NC, hmmm...can we say this is why Anica doesnt drink anymore?
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? diet! honey , Im trying to gain weight
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? who doesnt?
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? children always, but I dont want to eat them, I want to touch them....there...right there...mmmmm
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? who keeps count? all these crazy boys running around showing off their manly-hood junx all the time
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? fuck if I know, I dont jot these things down people!
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? not usually
4. Have you "done it"? yep
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? eyes, teeth
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nope, but I called one a man-stitute once, he/she got angry
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? ...HAD to? no, no one HAS to get checked, but if you arent a fucktard you probably will
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? zero, credit cards are the devil
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? anywhere with shoes shoes and more shoes
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? I prefer not to think about that, makes me depressed to think "what if"
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? well Im not much of an "in the spotlight" kinda person, so Id prefer the money
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? your damn right
6. Have you ever stolen anything? A lot when I was younger, Im still paying for that shit....stealing is bad bad bad karma, plus its just lame
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? MP3s...hard drive?...It takes 10 minutes for me to even open AOL,I dont fuck around with downloading shit
PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I have always been proud of myself for moving out when I did, and never asking for help
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? graduating high school maybe
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? finding happiness, travel
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? second place! that would rule, I lose at everything
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill?I dont really enter contests
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? of course...how do you think I made it through some of my classes in high school?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? nothing, I am a lazy bum, and I have done absolutly nothing productive today
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? arielles skirt collection, A-freakin-DORABLE
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? I dont know, anyone with a big ugly house
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? someone with enough money to travel the world and not have to worry about finances
4. Have you ever been cheated on? I dont THINK so
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yes
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? It would be nice to not hate everything about just about everyone...so I guess acceptance of other people, but then again....judging people is how I make sure I dont get fucked over in the long run
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? me? no, that would mean I was actually admitting I have waaaay too much time on my hands, me filling it out is pathetic enough
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? who cares
SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES:
FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? no religon
2. What religion were you raised as? no religon
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human
4. Do you believe in magic? magic tricks...yes, magic "spells"... no
5. What was the last promise you broke? I promise people I will call them all the time, but I never do
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? prayer?
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? percection is an adjective I use to describe like....clothes, or papers, or projects, not people...
HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? does anyone?
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? happiness, I think I pretty much already answered this question earlier
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? unfortunatly I do it alllll the damn time
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? yes
6. Do you gamble? not usually
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? uhhhh, I dont remember
CHARITY
1. What causes do you support? nothing
2. What causes have you given money or time to? FSAS (feed starving Anica society)
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? no
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group?no
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? fuck the homeless, living in richmond you could potentially shell out more to the bums then you do for rent
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? OF COURSE!
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? Im not even gonna go there, thats like Im bragging about something you shouldnt even give thought to
FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? never being completely happy in my line of work or my life when I get older
2. What did you do today that was really brave? brave? I dont know, do most people do "brave" things everyday?
3. Who is your favorite super hero, and why? Im not real big on super heros
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? a friend...without a doubt, just "someone" depends on who and where and what
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? personally I think Im just fine how I am, maybe more brians though if I had to pick one
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yeah
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? leader
JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? fuck that, I would find any way possible to get out of it
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? depends on the situation
4. Which should be guaranteed legal: cocaine, marijuana, heroin? drugs are illegal for a reason, they are horrible for you, I would rather not see any of them leagalized
5. What was your favorite media circus trial? who knows there have been so many entertaining ones
TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? my hatred for other people
2. Do you collect anything? shoes and junk
3. Are you addicted to anything? coffee and nicotine
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? nope, I figure if I need it as bad as I think I do, Ill just buy it and deal with not having money for a while
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't. I wish I hadnt wasted so much time doing lame shit in high school, I wish I hadnt let my little brother slip through the cracks
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? ALWAYS
PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? I think a lot of my friends have knowlege to spare
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? yes
3. Do you take advice when it's given? sometimes
4. What area are you wisest in? common sense
5. Do you drive defensively? drive? uhhh, yeah about that....
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? yes
7. What did you learn today? that I wasted waaaay too much time filling this out, and that drinking coffee really makes me pee a lot
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| Thursday, April 17th, 2003
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11:11 am - HAHAHAH
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xamirfightx: looters stole the animals from the bahgdad zoo
xamirfightx: and let the bears out of there cages
xamirfightx: all of the animals are gone except the lions and tigers
xamirfightx: that is sooo funny to me
AniCoolness: HAHHAHAHAHA
xamirfightx: just imagine a fuckign bear in the desert dusty ass iraq
AniCoolness: Thats god damn amazing!
AniCoolness: HAHHAAHHA
xamirfightx: just chillin
xamirfightx: and hten he attacks some little kid
xamirfightx: and they can't capture him b/c he's too aggressive
xamirfightx: so he just roams the street
xamirfightx: and then he buys a gold chain and fedora and becomes the first bear pimp
xamirfightx: and he's like 'bitches take yo veils off'
xamirfightx: hahahah
AniCoolness: HAHAHAHHA
AniCoolness: HAHAHHAHAHA
xamirfightx: man i'm funny sometimes
xamirfightx: see that is the shit that i would draw for you back in the day
xamirfightx: crazy shit like that
xamirfightx: i'm nuts
xamirfightx: a man who weights 420 pounds is suing mcdonalds b/c they didn't hire hime
xamirfightx: that is nuts
xamirfightx: how can he do his job duties if he is that big
xamirfightx: fucking fat people
xamirfightx: alll they do is eat and then sue mcdonalds
xamirfightx: fuck man
AniCoolness: HAHAHHAHAHA
AniCoolness: Amir I wish I could save this conversation
AniCoolness: You should save this convo
xamirfightx: haha i can't
xamirfightx: b/c i'm on AIM Express
xamirfightx: it sucks
xamirfightx: why can't you save it?
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| Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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7:28 pm
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| Sunday, December 15th, 2002
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1:20 pm - Dont be fooled by the rocks that I got, Im still Im still Ani from the block
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So I have to work in an hour, wouldnt really have that much of a problem going in if I had gotten some sleep last night. Show was awesome. Stupid girls were smart and didnt come near me. Bekah came so that was awesome too. I need to hang out with her more shes my nuunnnnn. And Leah is now officially my sweet-chubby. yes I know I know. How amazing Leah must feel to have been blessed with such a hot new nickname. Anyways its shower time. Then worky jerky... Come visit me if you want kids...Bakers Crust...Seeing as its sunday we will probably be slammed, so I take that back, come visit me some other day...late
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| Thursday, December 12th, 2002
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2:50 pm - I love people that think they are sweeeeet!
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BettyxThreat: i'm just wondering...are you the one who keeps putting comments on Kayce's LJ
AniCoolness: who is this?
AniCoolness: What?
BettyxThreat: about her being a slut and stuff?
AniCoolness: who is this?
BettyxThreat: betty
AniCoolness: Do I know you?
BettyxThreat: i dunno
BettyxThreat: you probably don't want to
AniCoolness: Then why are you IMing me?
BettyxThreat: b/c i wanna know if u wrote the comment
BettyxThreat: s
AniCoolness: I dont know what your talking about, I dont know you, so goodbye
BettyxThreat: fuck you, leave her alone or i'll kill you
AniCoolness: hahaha
AniCoolness: sweet
AniCoolness: your cool
Some people are toooooo sweeeeeeet! Gotta love idiots...
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| Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
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12:12 am - "I just dont give a fuck"
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| Friday, March 29th, 2002
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11:34 pm - So today was great!!!
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I had the worst day ever. It sucked, it was dissapointing, and it was confusing. If anything, It strengthened my belief that even the people you love the most and want to trust are still unreliable and untrustworthy pieces of shit deep down. I always though that to be true, cause thats the way it has always worked out in the end for me, But I keep going back and giving 10th and 20th chances. I have said Im done with giving chances before, But this time I really mean it. I am done with being walked all over, I am done with being used, and most of all I am done with putting up with 16 year old behavior out of a 23 year old man. Its rediculus and not to mention unexcusable. It sucks to watch someone throw their life away. But whats worse is to watch them pick up the pieces and then spend 8 or more months trying to put them back together...only to come to this shitty town and throw it all away again, HEY JIMMY DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW PROUD I WAS OF YOU FOR BEING SOBER!!!! Fuck you for pretending you care about yourself or anyone else, fuck you for breaking my trust, fuck you for destroying my shit and giving not so much as an appology afterwards ,fuck you for over staying your welcome, fuck you for being disrespectful of my personal space. And most of all FUCK YOU for bringing YOUR "bullshit" "I need attention" "Im better than you" "Im drunk and proud" drama back into my life. I thought you grew out of that pathetic lifestyle, I see I gave you way more credit as a person than you deserve, You are one fucked up human being and I cant believe I was niave enough to think you had gotten your life straightened out. It would be nice to think I could trust that you will replace the furniture you pissed all over and ruined and said you would replace, But even that might be too much to expect out of a worthless drunk like yourself. I hope drinking yourself into oblivion at least pleases you, cause its not pleasing anyone else.
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| Monday, October 29th, 2001
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8:54 pm - wow, why do I expect more than I will ever get from you...
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Life is boring and repetitive, If I was having fun that would be ok. I dont know where I am going or why. Half the time I dont even know what I am thinking or why I am thinking it. I suck at making decisions, and I swear my heart has a mentally challenged mind of its own. I cant seem to get things right lately. My job...I hate it,My apt...My rent is barely affordable,My roommate...he basicly just sucks, friends...every 5 seconds I am pulling a knife out of my back that randomly found its way there by the hands of a friend, My heart...I let it wander off into the stupidest places, I swear I need a leash on that damn thing. And last but not least I trust the people who I should never even consider listening to. "Care"...why do people throw that word around so much? Maybe I am just too fucking gullible...
current mood:  complacent
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8:54 pm - wow, why do I expect more than I will ever get from you...
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Life is boring and repetitive, If I was having fun that would be ok. I dont know where I am going or why. Half the time I dont even know what I am thinking or why I am thinking it. I suck at making decisions, and I swear my heart has a mentally challenged mind of its own. I cant seem to get things right lately. My job...I hate it,My apt...My rent is barely affordable,My roommate...he basicly just sucks, friends...every 5 seconds I am pulling a knife out of my back that randomly found its way there by the hands of a friend, My heart...I let it wander off into the stupidest places, I swear I need a leash on that damn thing. And last but not least I trust the people who I should never even consider listening to. "Care"...why do people throw that word around so much? Maybe I am just too fucking gullible...
current mood: complacent
current music:
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| Wednesday, October 24th, 2001
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2:27 am - Cant we just make this easy...
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It would be so easy if I could just ask you why you said you cared when you dont. It would be so much easier for you to just tell me its not gonna be the way I want it to be instead of telling everyone else first, do you even plan on letting me in. Its not that I missed the memo or anything, Im not stupid and I figured as much. Dont you think you should maybe let me know you are fucking other people? I dont know, I just think it would be considerate, maybe I just like to keep things simple...who really cares. Boys suck!
current mood:  depressed
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| Saturday, October 20th, 2001
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8:46 pm - whad uuuup?
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Is your head empty of thoughts
Or full of nothing important
I often cant tell the differance
Maybe its a bit of both
You make me believe you're honest
While lying to yourself
Confused?
Why not try realizing you arent perfect
Before realizing you can get away with it
You have a lot of finding to do
Too bad we are all too busy trying to find ourselves to help you
I wish I could
You wish you were
You wish you could be
You wish just like everyone else
Admit you are no better!
I would feel more comfortable being dissapointed
Than decieved
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I hate rejction less than deception
How is it possible to trip yourself up going too slow?
You manage to go from standing still to running in no time
Then you explain to me that "we moved too fast"
That moment was my cut off
Thats when I detached
And I tried not to care the way you accidently forced me to
Why do you want me to try?
Is that satisfying to you?
Does it make you happy to see me as confused as you are?
Misery loves company...
Why am I your target?
Did I do this to myself?
Am I placing undeserved blame on you?
I dont think so
Meanwhile you dont think!
Is there a problem here?...
I think the 2 key words here are "huge misunderstanding"
You think I am there for you to use as a toy
I dont think you see me for who I really am...REAL
Real as in NOT FAKE...
NOT EMOTIONLESS
NOT AROUND FOR YOU TO USE AND DISPOSE OF AT YOUR WILL
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Think before you speak
Perhaps that way you can take care of your need for respect
You crave it like I do nicotine
Who doesnt?
Respect is given when deserved
But only deserved when earned
Dont say what you dont mean
Dont act like you are bigger and better until you really are
Dont feel the need to fill your voids...
With something easily accessable
Everyone wants to be respected and well liked
But trying to hard
And going about it the wrong way
Will only help you move backwards...
Help you move away from your goal
And move into the void you were meaning to escape
current mood:  frustrated
current music: silence
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